January 19, 2019

Pondering Obedience

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Have you ever wondered what total obedience to the Lord looks like in your life? This question plagued my thoughts starting in December.

As Christmas approached, I felt compelled to spend the 12 days of Christmas (beginning Christmas Day) completely surrendering in whatever God asked me to do.

No holding back.

No second guessing.

No arguments.

No buts.

Visions of grandeur overwhelmed me. In this total surrender, God would shatter my comfort zones – turn fear into faithful steps– lead me on an adventure.

Surely numerous opportunities would present themselves for me to tell others about Jesus. I would serve in places that made me squirm with self-doubt causing complete reliance on Him.

I know God rarely does the expected, but what He led me through in those 12 days was definitely unexpected and shattering. Not even a little bit close to my visions of grandeur.

Instead of calling me to service and heart pumping adventure, He caused me to be still – reflecting on all the ways I had been completely disobedient to Him.

Devastating events took place around me to people I love. In the grief, God brought to mind ways He had called for action, and I constantly responded, “When the time is right.”

Yet God is the God of time. He holds every second in His hand. We are not promised tomorrow.

In the book of James, we are told – “…you who say, ‘Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.’ Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes, James 4: 13-14.”

Even knowing this – I continued postponing obedience. And now – circumstances occurred that made obedience in these particular situations impossible.

Opportunities vanished.

The window open was now sealed shut.

For 12 days I confessed where I failed Him.

Repented for repeated disobedience.

Vowed to live bolder in obedience with less fear and more faith.

What about you?

Is there an area you know God has called you to obedience and the response to Him is when the time is right?

The moment we hear Him say “Do” or “Go” is the right time.

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Don’t wait.

We are but a mist here for a little while.

Make it count.

But/then:

Read Luke 15: 11 – 32

List every ‘but’ and ‘then’ and what follows.

What is occurring after each?

How does the narrative change with each of these words? Write out the characteristics of the father.

What encourages you about his character?

Open the following article and read the retelling of ‘The Prodigal Son’ by Philip Yancey.

https://www.christianitytoday.com/iyf/hottopics/faithvalues/6.42.html

Does this retelling reveal new insights into Luke 15?

Listen to the following link by Phillips, Craig and Dean.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5TATkbJSBk

Write out a prayer thanking God for His faithfulness.

Read Ezekiel 34: 11-24

List everything the Lord says He will do and why.

Are you willing to pray hard prayers for yourself and your loved ones?

A prayer for complete brokenness in any area of disobedience.

A prayer for whatever it takes to come back to the father.

January 11, 2019

The Gift

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This is one of the gifts I received Christmas from a sweet friend. Below is her story behind the gift. I pray you are as blessed by her words as I am.

By Annette Morgan:

I hope you love this gift. Can I tell you it’s story? My father made this out of broken pieces – leftover chunks of wood that would otherwise be thrown away.

He glues them together, stacks each piece just so, and attaches them to the lathe where he cuts away all the edges – inside and out – and sands them so their are smooth.

Sometimes this process rids them of the scars of growth lines or wood rot, and sometimes it just accentuates the defects. He puts polyurethane on them as a sealant and sets them out to dry.

They turned out beautiful, didn’t they?

My father says they remind him of God.

We all have broken pieces, scars, broken relationships – things that didn’t work out like we thought in our lives – things we wish we had never done. Things we wish could just be thrown away.

Sometimes we look at them and say, “God, I don’t know why or how you can use that. Why don’t you make it go away?”

God picks those pieces.

The dark ones.

The scars.

The lines of rot in our lives.

And He begins glueing them back together.

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He continues building – attaching us to the lathe and getting out His tools – chipping away all the jagged edges of sin and pain from our lives – inside and out.

He takes out the sand paper and smooths the roughness away, and He seals us with the blood of His Son, the polyurethane, for protection.

You know the exciting part of this?

Those broken pieces put together by the Master Carpenter – Jesus Christ – are what make us beautiful.

Those broken parts, ready for the trash heap – become useful again.

All we have to do is surrender them to Him.

I hope when you look at this gift, you will remember God loves you. You are fearfully and wonderfully made by a Saviour who sees all of you.

He thinks your beautiful.

But/then what…..

  1. Read Genesis 24: 12-14; Judges 6: 36 – 40; and 1 Samuel 6: 7-12.

What do these passages have in common?

What is an area in your life needing specific prayer?

Write out a prayer to God detailing specifically the needs on your heart.

2. How do the following passages encourage and teach us to fully surrender to God’s will and plan for our live’s?

Ruth 1: 1-18

Psalms 37:5

Psalms 44

Jeremiah 17: 5-8

Matthew 14: 22-33

3. What is your greatest fear and/or obstacle hindering you from total surrender to Him?

November 15, 2018

This is the Day

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Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say rejoice. –Philippians 4:4

I want to be mad, I want to tell you everything I (strongly) dislike about the Army.  However, somehow I feel like that isn’t what the Lord wants me to convey this deployment.  The past few weeks have been nothing short of amazing, yet some of the most dreadful days of my life as well.  There are no real words or ways to tell you how truly awful it is to have your husband deploy.  I thought I had sympathy for my friends whose husbands have deployed in the past, but there is really no way to understand the devastation, hurt and loneliness unless you have experienced it yourself (which I don’t recommend).  I’ve shed more tears than I thought my body was capable of producing, worried and pondered things no wife or mom should ever have to, watched my son wave goodbye to his best bud and daddy without a clue that he won’t see him again for a very long time, and watched my husband say goodbye to our sweet newborn who he will barely recognize when he gets home; however, I have also had some of the sweetest and heartfelt hugs and kisses that I never want to forget, cherished every single moment our family has spent together, and am more thankful than ever for my amazing handsome and Godly husband and father of our two boys.  Therefore, I will rejoice in The Lord as He has commanded me.  His plan and purpose for this deployment is far greater than I can imagine, so I will put my trust in Him, for my God is faithful.  Yes, even today (one of my worst) is the day The Lord has made, so I will rejoice.

Don’t be fooled. I am no superwoman. I am not resilient. This attitude does not come easy.  It took me falling to the lowest of lows, curled up on the floor of our bedroom sobbing, pleading to God for anything.  I am not perfect, but God is. I knew I couldn’t continue our last few days as a family together sobbing uncontrollably at everything. There had to be a better solution.  I wanted to be joyful but truly didn’t know how I could, knowing the impending doom.  My sweet husband told me start small and force myself to say aloud the things I was thankful for.  I turned on Christian music anytime I felt depressed.  Between diaper changes and Cheerios I stood in the kitchen searching my bible for every verse where God commands us to rejoice and be thankful.  When my thoughts started spiraling downward I prayed to be overcome with patience, strength, joy and contentment.  For I know this is the will of God.

The joy of the Lord is your strength.  –Nehemiah 8:10

Lord,
I need you now more than ever before. You are my rock and the stronghold of my life. Give me patience and understanding beyond belief.  Let my heart be thankful and my attitude joyful. Teach me to be content in every situation.  I praise you Lord for you are my everything.
Amen

A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. – Proverbs 17:22

I am thankful for the great men and women in the Army who serve our country selflessly.
I am thankful for the option to live on post, with great neighbors.
I am thankful for the never ending adventures the army provides.
I am thankful for the opportunity to travel places we otherwise wouldn’t because of the army.
I am thankful for amazing friends we’ve met because of the army.
I am thankful Shane has a stable job.
I am thankful for the 4 day weekends and block leave that the army provides.
I am thankful for 100% coverage of all our healthcare needs.
I am thankful for the forced closeness the Army has brought our family.
Yes, I will even be thankful for the Army.

Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances for this is the will of God. –1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

 

 

Homework:

Happy Thanksgiving! This year reflect with your family on the following two questions:

  • What physical blessings are you thankful for this year?
  • What spiritual blessings are you thankful for this year?

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November 10, 2018

Does Jesus Offend You?

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I woke up this morning going about a normal routine. Quiet time, a walk, and sitting with a protein shake while catching up with the world on social media.

Imagine my “surprise” one of the first posts I read is someone offended by someone else’s post – so offended a heated written battle ensued. A battle amongst strangers sitting behind screens spewing hateful and hurtful insults.

And you know what was decided?

Nothing.

Know what was resolved?

Nothing.

Yet I’m almost certain there were some angry people stepping away from those screens and entering their day ready to unleash some outrage on unsuspecting commuters, co-workers and friends.

My heart grieves over the outrage growing in our world. Are you witnessing an outrage addiction growing before our eyes?

I recently read Ed Stetzer’s new book Christians in the Age of Outrage.  He does a remarkable job delving deep into the topic of outrage in our society – dissecting the whys behind the behaviors and lies we are falling victim to while offering alternatives to the outraged behaviors.

A key issue he mentions is our motivation to consistently talk (or type) past one another. We have lost the art of listening (or maybe we never had it). Stetzer encourages a disciplining of our minds for critical thinking, but again, listening to one another is imperative.

Imagine truly listening to the person disagreeing with us instead of loading our ammunition to fire back a witty response.

Stetzer writes, “Outrage is motivated by a desire to punish or destroy rather than reconcile and refine… and is fast and decisive rather than reflective.” His book is an excellent resource – rooted in scripture – on how to live in this culture of outrage and especially the culture of outrage online.

I’ve noticed my news feed tends to follow others with similar beliefs and thoughts to my own. Why is that? I’m praying through my reasoning for this. Mainly it is because of Philippians 4:8.

“…whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.”

Reading posts and ideas contrary to my way of thinking and challenging my beliefs causes me – well – to think.

But my breaking and grieving heart is willing to listen.

Because I love Jesus.

And Jesus listens.

If this outrages you, please don’t stop reading!

I came across a verse in scripture recently that I’m pondering. In Matthew 11:6, Jesus is speaking to John the Baptizer’s disciples. John has sent a question from his prison cell, “Are you the One who is to come, or should we expect someone else, (Matt. 11:3)? When Jesus responds, He says, “Go and report to John what you hear and see: The blind receive their sight, the lame walk, those with leprosy are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the poor are told the good news, and blessed is the one who isn’t offended by me.”

Offended by Jesus. Offended to the point of outrage.

Why were people offended? What caused them (and us) to stumble over Jesus?

Jesus doesn’t respond -Yes, I am the One. Instead He lists His actions. The struggle for many is over these actions. His miracles, sacrificial death, shedding of blood for cleansing of sin, virgin birth, demand for self-denial – just to name a few. If the people that actually had the opportunity to walk and see Jesus in the flesh performing these miracles struggled with believing, is it any wonder there is struggle today?

Which makes me wonder – what Jesus do you know?

Many people only see Jesus through the actions and words of Christians.
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I cannot speak for all people that love Jesus, but I can certainly speak for myself.

If the only Jesus you see is the one I display, you are not getting the whole picture.

I am a work in progress. This is not an excuse for bad behavior, hurtful words, or worldly traits I exhibit – it’s just the truth.

When I first accepted Jesus, I began a new life. I became a baby so to speak all over again. Babies cannot eat solid food, walk, talk, or communicate fully.

Same for the Christian life. Just because we make the decision to live life with Jesus doesn’t mean we instantly become perfect, in fact, we will never reach perfection here. Our growth is a process and everyone that loves Jesus is at a different place in this growth process.

Just like babies.

They all learn to walk, talk and interact at different times.

Christians too.

Yet I fear there is a perception that because we love Jesus, we should immediately attain a spiritual maturity.

We don’t.

We are learning to behave more like Jesus (it’s a fancy word called sanctification) and it is a daily growth process lasting a lifetime. Growing up requires do- overs, discipline and teaching.

And grace.

So if one of the things causing you outrage in our culture today is Jesus, please consider the source of your outrage.

Have you looked to Jesus yourself – learning about Him from Him? He is an excellent teacher. The best actually.

The book of John in the Bible is a great place to begin getting to know Jesus.

If you are a Christian outraged in our world today, how are you responding in your outrage? Does it imitate Jesus?

What if we could all decide today to listen – really listen – to one another? What if we stop assuming everyone begins with the same foundation of beliefs we personally possess? What if we quit expecting others to respond in the way we think they ought to respond?

What if…

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Read Proverbs 9. List the characteristics of wisdom and folly. Where do you see wisdom in your life? Folly?
Read the following scriptures noting everything said about leaven and unleavened bread.
Exodus 12:15 – 19
Exodus 13:7
Exodus 34:25
Deuteronomy 16:3
Numbers 9:11
Matthew 13:33
Mark 8: 14 – 21
Galatians 5: 1-12 (specifically v. 9)
What do you learn from these scriptures? How can you apply what you learned in your life?

October 26, 2018

The Jack

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Lately my life is changing.  Every aspect of my life has been difficult.

With all the changes happening,  I attended Church for the first time in a really long time.

I needed balance.

I needed Jesus.

I was overwhelmed by the amount of love given in the Bible study that night. I began praying there would be a way for me to keep attending.

God answered that prayer, and I was able to return the next week.

I decided to open my heart up to Jesus and become a member of the group.

I just thought my life had been difficult up to this point; it was about to get a lot worse. My renewed faith was about to be tested.

I am a single mom and with that often comes some financial strain. When I came home and noticed a flat tire needing immediate attention, I knew it wasn’t in the budget. Since I’m new to the area and don’t have many connections, I laughed to myself wondering how I was going to get this tire fixed.

One of my downstairs neighbors happened to be out and told me her brother was a mechanic. She gave him a call, and he came right over.

Unfortunately, my spare was also flat. He took the spare tire for air, but upon returning, we realized the spare did not even fit my car. Thinking the original tire was salvageable, he took it for patching.

Refusing any money I offered for his help, he told me he would return the next night to put on the tire.

Keeping his word, he returned the next evening ready to work. My mother and I talked with him while he worked on the tire. The tire was not cooperating and would not align properly with the bolts. He said he needed another jack to lift the car higher. We immediately found another jack for him. While he was placing the new jack under the car, the original jack shifted causing the car to fall on top of him.

My mother and I tried moving the vehicle. When this didn’t work, my mother began screaming hysterically and ran to the apartments closest to us banging on doors for help.

Others ran out to help. Finally we were able to remove the car off of him. 911 vehicles arrived and began working on the bleeding from his head, shoulder, and chest. He was placed on a stretcher and rushed to a trauma center.

I was shaken and heartbroken.

But God is so good.

I received news several hours later that he was okay – no broken bones – no stitches – no punctured organs.

I pondered the rest of the night how a simple situation like changing a flat tire had produced a crazy outcome – an outcome where God was visible.

His mercy, strength and goodness evident.

The next morning I was getting my daughter ready for school and someone knocked at the door. There he stood – after spending a night in the ER – wanting to finish the job he started. He had even bought a different jack.

I couldn’t even speak. He said he keeps his promises.

Jesus does too. I needed that reminder.

This man may never know just how much God used him to impact my life.

God is truly amazing and made sure I knew as I renewed my journey with Him, I can trust His faithfulness.

immediately more:

  • Read the following verses listing out everything you learn about the Holy Spirit.
    • John 14:26
    • Jude 1:20
    • Ephesians 1:13
    • Ephesians 4:30
    • Romans 8:26-27
    • Titus 3:5
    • Romans 6:3
    • John 3: 5-8
    • 1 Thessalonians 1:6
    • 2 Corinthians 13:14
    • Galatians 5: 16-26
    • Ephesians 5:18
    • 1 Corinthians 12:4
    • John 15:26
    • John 16:8
    • 2 Thessalonians 2: 6-10
    • 1 Corinthians 2: 10-13

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  • Read Acts 2: 14 – 26
    •  Outline Peter’s sermon
      • Find each Old Testament passage Peter references in this sermon. Turn and read these in their context.
      • Why does Peter quote these particular verses here?

October 8, 2018

Immediately {Week 6}

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In the English dictionary Miracle is defined as “an event not explicable by natural or scientific laws.” Such events may be attributed to or caused by God Himself. The pages of scripture are permeated with miracle after miracle, evidence of God’s authority. Even today as we watch the news, scroll through the internet, and follow up on the latest social media platforms- we witness miracles performed throughout our society. Today I am here to share my story, and to give God the glory for one of the greatest miracles that he has performed in my life. 

When I was 3 months old I was diagnosed with an untreatable condition known as Optic Nerve Hypoplasia and Septo Optic Dysplasia. The doctors informed my parents that my optic nerve (the nerve that transmits the images that my eye captures into my brain) was very underdeveloped. 

This caused me to be born blind.

 My parents were told that I would never be able to ride a bike, read a book, drive a car, and the odds of me even seeing light were very slim. 

They began praying this wasn’t all God had in store for my life. I started therapy a few months later and learned how to face my fears of noise and texture along with many other social aspects of everyday life. As I began to grow and started school, I learned how to walk using a cane and read Braille. I grew up in a world of darkness and blur.  I learned how to adapt to my disability and lived my best life without vision. 

From the time I was born and every month of my life up until this point my mom would research cures for my diagnosis. Sadly her searches never produced encouraging information.

January of 2009 something changed. One of my mom’s routine internet searches gave us all hope. The website advertised stem cell therapy in China where several successful outcomes of children with similar cases had occurred. My mom made some calls and did some more digging and in a matter of 6 months, God provided a way for my mom, dad, and I to travel halfway across the world and embark on this life changing adventure. 

I stayed in China for a total of 34 days and received 7 stem cell treatments. A few days after my third treatment I began to notice some improvement beginning to occur.  I could see light out of my left eye which scared me more than anything. The moon was a big shock too. Who knew it was so bright at night! And when I noticed the highlights in my mom’s hair and the glasses on my dad’s face, my parents cried with joy. From then on, even after we came back to the states, I had numerous moments where I saw something new. In fact, I still see little improvements in my vision every day. 

I do not have 20/20 vision, but I can see the sunlight, read books, ride a bike, and drive a car, all very successfully. Through this journey God not only opened up my eyes to the world around me, but also to the greatest miracle which was the gift of eternal life through Jesus Christ our savior. These events have caused me to realize that we truly do serve a mighty and powerful God who is capable of any miracle- no matter how impossible it may seem. 

-Carlie

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  • Read Matthew 25: 14 – 30
    • What did each servant do with what they were entrusted?
      • What was the master’s reaction to each servant’s choice?

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    • What has God entrusted to you?
      • What are you doing with it?
  • Read Hebrews 11: 1 – 12
    • List out what each person did by faith.
    • What is the reasoning for their faith?
    • Choose one of the people you listed and read their story in scripture.
      • What character traits do they possess?

September 28, 2018

Immediately {Week 5}

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Guest blog by April

When my son Wesley was born, he looked perfect! 8 lbs. 6 oz. and 22 inches of beautiful blue eyes, blonde hair, and an awesome addition to my already beautiful, healthy 2 older boys. We spent two days just loving on him, getting to know each other and being completely blissful. We went home from the hospital on a Friday afternoon and settled into what we thought was going to be a normal life with our new baby boy! 

But you know what God says about your plans right?

Saturday morning, Wesley woke up, ate, and almost immediately started having what we thought were weird hiccups for about 30 minutes.  He was very lethargic and just seemed off, so we headed to the ER to see what was wrong.  

They ran a battery of tests: spinal tap, urinalysis, and several others. They ruled out any infection. Soon we were transferred via Ambulance to the Women’s Hospital of Texas. They immediately admitted Wesley and began working on what could be wrong, conducting genetic testing and blood labs. As his symptoms began to evolve during our stay at the hospital, they concluded these were seizures. They did an MRI on my sweet, 5 day old tiny boy, which took him several hours to wake up from. A few hours later, the head of the pediatric department, Dr. Salinas, came into our room and sat down quietly with the Chaplain.  

Clearly this was going to be really bad news.

He proceeded to tell us that Wesley had a condition called Heterotropia, which were extra neurons on both sides of his brain that weren’t supposed to be there, and when they signaled each other, they caused seizures. In addition to the Heterotropia,  he had almost no Corpus Collosum, the organ that connects the left and right side of your brain, as well as a very thin optic nerve. We were told he would start on seizure medication, and he would likely remain on it the rest of his life. 

When the words were coming out of his mouth, I was sort of having an out of body experience. My older sons, Parker and Reid, were perfectly healthy their whole life; never any major issues other than regular sickness. I just didn’t believe God would give me a baby with so many problems. 

 In my flesh, I asked, “God, why us?  What did we do to deserve this?”

Dr. Salinas gave us a few hours to process the news. By the time he returned,  I had calmed down a little and decided there would be some way God would be glorified in this horrible news we had received.  I told him we were a Christian family, and we don’t accept this diagnosis. We will do what needs to be done with their help, until he is healed through prayer.

Over the next couple of months, we had very little time at home.  We would be in the hospital for about a week at a time, sometimes two weeks. Wesley’s seizures started to increase in both length and sheer number throughout each day.  This was extremely hard on our older sons, Parker and Reid. At one point, Reid, who at the time was 5 years old, asked me, “Mom, do you love Wesley more than you love us?” Talk about breaking your heart. I tried my best to explain what was going on and that I wanted nothing more than to have all of us at home together, living a normal, happy life. That night of course, I cried myself to sleep, praying God would end this nightmare, and do whatever it was He was trying to do through this whole mess.  

At 3 months and 1 week old, our neurologist Dr. Wosu, was at the end of her rope. We had tried almost every seizure medication, and even though they all zombied Wesley out, they did not stop his seizures. They were only increasing in number and length every day. 

We had always been told Wesley was not a candidate for corrective surgery since the neurons were all over both sides of his brain. There would be too much chance of messing up speech function, and mobility.

Dr. Wosu wanted to contact a surgeon that she knew, who was young, but the best in his business and just see what he thought.  The Neurosurgeon answered us almost immediately and said he thought he could help but wanted to have another MRI done to see Wesley’s brain better since he was much bigger now. 

We did that MRI on a Monday at 12 o’clock noon. I knew from basically living in the hospital that it would take about an hour to get the results back.  However, all day long, no one came and spoke to us.  I saw whisperings when they were doing rounds, everyone looking puzzled, except our chaplain, Jessica, who was jumping up and down with excitement. As you can imagine, I was anxiously losing my mind waiting for Dr. Salinas to come tell me what they saw.

Around 9:00 pm, an excruciating 8 hours after the MRI, Dr. Salinas came into our room. He said, “I’m sorry I haven’t been in here to talk to you all day, but I was afraid you wouldn’t trust me anymore. I can’t explain it to you, I can only show it to you.”  He proceeded to pull up the MRI from when Wesley was 5 days old and the new one from 3 months old.  Both pictures were very clear, but very different.  

He said, “Do you see the Heterotropia all over both sides of his brain on this scan from 5 days old?”  

“Yes,” I replied.  

“Do you see it on this one from 3 months?” 

“No,” I replied.

 “That’s because it all moved to one tiny spot on the right side of his brain, which is essentially a scab, which could be peeled off.” 

I didn’t reply this time – just looked at the pictures with my mouth wide open. Then he said, “Do you see his thin almost non-existent Corpus Collosum on the 5 day scan?”

 “Yes,” I replied.

 “Do you see the full, perfect Corpus Collosum on the 3 month scan?” 

Again – shocked and open mouth here.  

“Do you see the thin, damaged optic nerve on the 5 day scan?” 

“Yes,”  I replied.

 “Do you see the full, perfect optic nerve on the 3 month scan?”

 “Yes, I see it all.”  

“April- optic nerves and Corpus Collosum’s do not grow outside of your womb and neither should those neurons. I cannot medically explain this to you. I had 3 radiologists and two other doctors examine this to make sure it was correct.”  

 “I can explain this!” I replied. “This is what we prayed for! This makes surgery possible!”

I immediately heard God say, “See, he is changing scientists minds on believing.”

The next day, doctors, ambulance crews, therapists, nurses, practically the entire hospital staff came in to see our miracle baby. These people had all become family to us, they all came to give us hugs and shake their heads in awe of what God had done. 

Now, I don’t want to leave out the fact, that God orchestrated every single step of this process for us.  While he was there to change the minds of some, there were several nurses, the chaplain, and others who believed in miracles and often prayed with us there in the hospital throughout Wesley’s stay. That in itself was a HUGE blessing.

 Later in the evening, Wesley’s surgeon, Dr. Manish Shah, came to consult with us at Women’s Hospital and asked us if we would let him take the case.We fervently agreed.  He had the most calming presence, and was very humble, for the genius that he is!  I knew God sent him straight to us.

They transferred us to Children’s Memorial Hermann where 7 neurologists and Dr. Shah were literally waiting in our room when as were wheeled in from the ambulance crew.  Dr. Shah said, “I am about 75% certain that once we do this surgery, he will never have a seizure again.” To which Dr. Von Allmen, the neurologist replied, “No, I am 95% sure.”

Two days later Wesley was wheeled down to the surgery floor to be prepped for what would be an 8 hour surgery. We prayed over him, and though we were nervous because it was brain surgery, we had peace.  Before they wheeled him off, he was looking to his left and kept giggling and cooing and smiling at what looked like nothing to us but a wall.  I didn’t think much of it at the time but just talked to him and asked him what he was laughing at.  

About an hour into surgery, my friend sent me a text saying she had a dream that Wesley was lying on a surgery table and an angel was whispering in his ear telling him everything was going to be fine. I get chills every time I tell this story, because I knew I had witnessed it happen!  I believe he often talks to angels to this day.

The surgery was a complete success, and Wesley did very well and was transferred to ICU. He was hooked up to about 15 machines monitoring everything in his body while nurses came in to check on him about every hour on the hour. For the first time in over 3 1/2 months, I slept a solid 5 hours without moving, knowing that God had healed him. It was GLORIOUS. 

That next morning, the anesthesiologist came into our room, and told me, “I just felt led to come tell you something. I have never seen anyone in all my years hold up as strongly as he did during surgery. I have never seen anything like it.” 

“Well we had thousands of people praying for him.” I replied.

“Well those prayers were certainly heard.”  One of his doctors at Women’s (whose mind was changed on Jesus when his MRI changed) brought us a book over to Memorial Hermann called, Because Jesus. God was all over this!

We were told he would likely never use the left side of his body, because the surgery to remove the neurons was on the right side, and it would make him weak.  Within 4 days of surgery, he was kicking his left arm and leg and acting like his normal self.  

He has continued to overcome any obstacle that would have been thrown his way from all of this and is thriving in pre-school today.  He is the happiest child you’ll ever meet, and I cannot wait for the day when he can share his testimony on his own to others!  I am humbled, and in awe of God that he chose my beautiful boy to reveal Jesus to unbelievers.

 

immediately more

  • Read Judges 3: 1 – 14.
    • What did the Lord do in verses 1 and 12?
    • Why did the Lord do these things?
    • Read Luke 22: 31-32. What does the Lord allow in these verses?
      • Why?

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  • Read Genesis 29: 21 – 35
    • Who is Levi?  What is the meaning of his name?
  • Read the following passages listing everything you learn about the Levites.
    • Genesis 34: 24 – 31
    • Genesis 49: 5-7
    • Deut. 33:11
    • Numbers 3: 5-10
    • 2 Chronicles 11: 13-17
    • Ezra 8: 15 – 36
  • Read 1 Peter 2:9.  What does this verse say about the priesthood?
  • For a deeper study of Levites, read Leviticus 16.

September 16, 2018

Immediately {Week 3}

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“For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but wanting to have their ears tickled, they will accumulate for themselves teachers in accordance with their desires; and will turn away their ears from the truth, and will turn aside to myths.”  2 Timothy 4: 3-4

With social media, the possibility of ear tickling is at our fingertips.  A quick Google search provides numerous links to people sharing words we long to hear.  Advice is poured out by the gallons, and there is no shortage of tips, ideas, and formulas to lose 10 pounds in 10 minutes.

Okay – maybe the last one is a little over exaggerated, but you get the idea.

You can find the same information in the Self-Help section of any book store.

What was the last self-help article or book you’ve read?  By any chance did you notice how many time the words ‘I’ or ‘you” were used on the pages?  

A recent book of this genre contained 105 ‘I’s’ in the first eight pages alone.  

Astonishing!

Now it is absolutely important to share our stories.  Sometimes this is necessary in helping someone know what they are struggling with is survivable.  

Yet a crucial component appears missing in most motivational/self-help books that everything truly hinges upon.

Know what the missing piece is? 

Or maybe the question is do you know Who the missing piece is?

John 15:5 says, “…apart from ME you can do nothing.”

Nothing.  

Nothing is a very all-encompassing word and means – well – nothing.

If you want a more precise definition, how about: not anything, no single thing, having no prospect of progress, not at all…..

Get the idea?

It does not matter how much we think, wish, dream, work, and plan if we leave Jesus out of the process.  That is the Me in John 15:5.

There are some things no matter how many times we may speak or claim it- the Lord will still say no. 

Need an example?

In Acts 16: 6 -7, Paul is forbidden not once, but twice from speaking and going to a certain area.  Paul’s plan was not the Lord’s plan and was not permitted to go forward.

We don’t like that very much.  

We want what we want when we want it!

As someone said earlier this week, “We want a massage for our ears, not a message.”

Sorry.  This is not a massage.

It’s a simple message.

In all your searching and seeking for advice or how to’s, there is only one self-help book that is truth, and honestly, it has nothing to do with self.

This book actually tells us to deny ourselves, (Luke 9:23).

If we can strip I from our vocabulary and replace with He, our lives might look very different.

Instead of 

  •      I want
  •      I need
  •      I feel
  •      I wish

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  •      He wants for our lives
  •      He needs us to do
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  • What He wishes we would learn

My daughter was learning about consonants and vowels last week.  The textbook described the consonants as the fences that closed in the vowel(s).   

Christ

Notice how the I is fenced in by the conSONates?

What if we allow Him to wrap around and fence in our ‘I’?  

His Word provides the massage desired with the message necessary.

Go to His Word first.  

Seek what He says first.

Nothing can be done apart from Him.

immediately more:

  • Read 3 John.
    • Create two lists:  one for Demetrius and one for Diotrephes.
      • What are the differences between these two characters?
      • Do you have any of the traits described in your lists?
        • If so, which one(s)?
      • Do these traits provide you with a good testimony from others?
  • Read the following passages writing out everything the Lord does in these verses:
    • Exodus 13: 17 – 22
    • Exodus 14: 24 – 31
    • Exodus 15: 22 – 27
    • Exodus 16: 1 – 7
    • 1 Corinthians 10:1
  • Are there areas in your life you were unaware of the Lord’s hand and guidance but now see His provision and faithfulness to you? Thank Him for it.
  • Is there something the Lord did for the Israelites in the above passages you are in need of today?  Spend some time in prayer asking Him for this need.  

September 13, 2018

My Trash Bag Life…

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I remember before the first day of school began, the district I taught in would place all the teachers on hot, smelly school buses and have us tour the neighborhoods where the students lived. Home after home had large, black lawn size trash bags on their front porches. We soon learned this was where the students kept their clothing and other belongings, because there was no room in the home for them.

One week ago, this was momentarily my life. Hurricane Harvey hit our Texas community with a fierceness I’ve never experienced. The rain pelted the ground relentlessly. The first floor of our home was completely lost to the infested waters of the nearby river. Furniture, photos and the like covered in sewage and sludge.
What we could salvage was thrown into black garbage bags. The same kind of storage bags the students used.
The night before, as the water inched closer and closer, I stood on our back patio and prayed relentlessly. I rebuked the waters from passing over the patio line. I reminded God that He could stop the storm immediately. I even quoted the scripture in Mark 4:35-41 where Jesus calms the storm for His disciples.
But God said No.
He had another plan. A better plan I cannot imagine yet, because my ways are not His ways (Isaiah 55: 8-9).
The flooding occurred overnight, so it was difficult to see what was happening. We could hear the water pouring in like a waterfall and were helpless to stop it. When light finally came through the windows, 3 feet of water stood on our first floor and it was STILL raining!
The rain WOULD NOT STOP!
Boats were rescuing from the homes, because all 400 homes in our community were under this water. We took our trash bags, placed our children in the boat (where snakes were frantically swimming by) and floated away to our new normal.
A normal that consists of watching a truck with the words JUNK emblazoned on its side haul off trailer after trailer of our possessions.

But this is not the story I need to share – these are just the facts of an event that occurred in my life. The story I want to share – that I hope you continue to read is what took place before and after this catastrophic event.
My God is a good God – Always. In His infinite wisdom, He had been preparing me for this life altering event for months.
Back in March of this year, I began a journey of getting healthy and losing weight (written about this already, so feel free to take a look). Walking twice daily and other aerobic exercises were preparing me for the two mile walks required to return home because the demolition teams blocked the streets to drive in. There has also been a lot of heavy lifting and stair climbing to remove debris.
There is no way I could have helped with this at the beginning of 2017.
While walking every morning and night, my husband and I met many of our neighbors – neighbors that felt comfortable boating back into our homes with us after the rain stopped and waters receded enough to wade through the home to access damage. Neighbors who we knew needed help with tearing out sheet rock and removing granite and could send work crews from our church. Our pastor had preached a series on “Loving Your Neighbor,” and we were witnessing his words in action.
Every year our youth group participates in Bounce – a program helping areas demo and reconstruct homes affected by disaster. My daughter and husband had attended one in Baton Rouge, Louisiana this past summer. As soon as the waters receded, 20 of these students and some of their families descended on our home (along with 31 of my husband’s co-workers and my tireless, hard- working brother) and our home was completely gutted in 24 hours. After that, many of my church friends helped clean, organize, and box, among other chores, the remains of our house that needed to be stored or go with us to our rental.
Within one day of homelessness, a beautiful friend took her home off the market and gave it to us as a rental. And it has a treadmill in the master bedroom!!

Both cars were totaled in the flood, so we needed rentals. Please understand, this hurricane affected four to five hundred thousand people in the Houston area. The chances of getting a rental were small. Four of us looked and made reservations in a town 20 miles away. We got up early and were the first ones in line at the Enterprise. When we walked in, the sweet man just shook his head and said he only had two. Telling him we could drive two more hours north to get the other two cars – he looked at me and said, “I want to help you. I’m going to give you my truck.” And he did.
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Sunday morning I had nothing to wear to church. A sweet friend brought over a dress; however it plunged a little low for worshiping Jesus. Fretting on what to do, I happened to look down by the bedroom door –and I kid you not, there was one safety pin pressed down in the carpet.
Friends have provided meals, numerous hours of labor, and restocked make-up (because this Texas girl loves a little make-up).
I know many people have similar stories of generosity and assistance, but one more event occurred that was a sweet gift from God to me only.

I am a women’s Bible teacher at our church and have been writing our fall curriculum on Isaiah. One commentary I ordered to help with research was not released until September 1. It is my favorite commentary when writing. Understand our entire neighborhood, as well as many around us, were completely submerged in water. There is no mail, UPS, Fed-Ex deliveries being made.
Yet…
On September 2, one small, yellow envelope leaned against the door of our flooded home. Inside was my Isaiah commentary. No other deliveries or mail had been made. So many cars, dumpsters and debris littered the streets that a truck could not get down to our home.
But God provided.
He always provides. Always.
From a safety pin on the floor to a place to lay our weary heads at night, He is faithful.
I don’t know what tomorrow holds. How long it will take to rebuild our home.

But I do know God is with us every step of the way. He has provided an incredible network or friends we consider family to walk beside us too.

I pray with all my heart you have this assurance in your life too.

If you don’t, or would like to know why I am madly in love with this great, big God, please reach out and ask. There is so much more I can share than in these few, meager words here.

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.” Proverbs 3:5-6

September 6, 2018

Immediately {Week 2}

2

I wish my mind would remain focused on true and excellent things. Unfortunately, it doesn’t.  Often I jump to the worst possible scenarios and outcomes.  Thoughts are definitely a struggle.

For example, a few days ago I received a phone call from someone with authority in my life.  I didn’t answer right away fearing the worst.  What was wrong? What did I do or say that deserved a call when a text or e-mail would usually suffice?

Finally working up the courage to return the call, I discovered it was no big deal.  All those ideas pinging around in my head were nowhere close to reality.   

It was the same with a text message received.  (Let me just say texts are the worst.  We read the words on the screen in our own voice with the inflection and intent as we think it is written- sure pathway for disaster).

This particular text was completely innocent, yet the more the words replayed in my head, the angrier I became.  Multiple retorts and conversations played out over the next few hours (all in my head) until I realized how ridiculously foolish I was behaving.

I do this all the time.

It’s frustrating!

Every thought comes with a choice. We can choose to dwell, obsess, and analyze each part of the thought, or we can be obedient to 2 Corinthians 10:4-5, “For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh but have divine power to destroy strongholds.  We destroy arguments and every lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of God, and take every thought captive to obey Christ.

What if we weighed every thought that had the means of crippling our movement forward against the thoughts of God?  

“…whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, thank about these things.  What you have learned and received and heard and seen in me – practice these things and the God of peace will be with you.Philippians 4:8-9 

Changing our thoughts (and our reactions to thoughts) requires practice.  Many hours of training and repetition accompany acquired skills.  How do we practice?  When the thought first enters our mind we SHAKE IT OFF!  The longer we allow the thought to fester and grow, the harder it becomes to forget about it.

Shaking it off immediately allows us to hand it over to the only One capable of dealing with it correctly.  We say, “Lord, take this thought and make it obedient to Your Word.” 

If we allow the thought to slither back in, shake it off again.  Repeat until we truly give it all over to Him.

He will keep us in perfect peace when our mind is stayed on Him. (Isaiah 26:3)

Let the practice begin….

immediately more: 

Read the following scriptures and write out everything you discover about wind:

  • Psalms 78:39
  • Jeremiah 22:22
  • Jeremiah 49:36
  • Ezekiel 37:9
  • Daniel 7:2
  • Zechariah 2:6
  • Matthew 24:31
  • Revelation 7:1

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Read the following passage and create a list of instructions Jesus gives the disciples.

  • Matthew 10: 1-15

In your own words, what does Jesus mean by “shake off the dust of your feet”?

Is there an area in your life right now that needs some dust shaking?